Spontaneous Combustions

Okay this is Molli's blog. I'm georgia and Rebecca's friend. Don't know what to write... o well. TALK TO ME guys yay.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

uhhh-ho i know/he's gonna be there tonight

I learned to skateboard! yay go me! my friend rachel who surfs and skates (her dad and brther r sponsered by Gravity!!) She taught me on a long board but now i can do it on a shorter board. i can't drop in or anything yet but i can get around on one as in i can stay on a board and go from place to place! i fell and skrewed up my hip a little but it's okay. it's so much fun

Sunday, August 14, 2005

The important thing is, is to never give up, especially if you like girls named Alex, and potato salad

Wow, camp was the most amazing thing i have ever experienced. it was incredible. for once in my life i kept my mouth shut to and about some people, and it worked i guess because i had that great feeling that people geunuinley liked me. I miss it sooo bad. it feels like a hole in my stomach. i guess i really don't feel like going back to school because i don't want to acknowlege that summer is truly over, you know? I hate to be one of those stupid people who goes on an on and on about their camp life cause it's kinda a sacred thing and people, no one wants to hear about it, but people expect me to be one of those people for a while and if you tell me to stop, i'll swear at you in german (another thing i picked up at camp) also; another lesson i learned, boys named james who chainsmoke and look like Harry Potter in a really hot way kiss pretty good not that i'd kno due to limeted prior experience, but whatever it was... i'll spare you all and save all that for later. so this is my tribute to all those whom i love this summer, i'm glad i didn't give you my blog and only gave you my sn so i can talk about you here. Deborah Betsey Haley Mollyemma Jenn Beth Katie Amlex Becca Abbey Becca Becca Stephen Alison Brennan Jack Tim Paul Jeff Daniel Micheal Francis Jim Harrison Griffin Miugel Christina (and everybody who aged out this summer) My living group; Amelia Alex Marie Sarah Cathrine Prianka Becca Christina, James EDWIN! PENIS!!!!!!!!!! Adrian Zach i'm crying now so i need to go drown all my sorrows in a bag of soy chips. Mucho Amor
Molli

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

I finally got it. what i was waiting for is beyound me

okay so i was visiting my dad and my friend emannuel had me meet his friend Andrew who i don't even kno. so andrew and i get to talking and i start to fucking love the guy. he is like me with a penis. okay that sounded a lot better in my head, but anyway he's leans in a kissess me and i'm like "shit, shit, shit, i don't even know you, kindley get your tounge out of my mouth, or not, okay, whatever..." and he's really getting into it and

Friday, June 03, 2005

Shave my head and call me bald

Wow just read georgia's blog and it is soooo gooood. also i saw a picture of myself on it and i saw how my hair does this awful little Poooffyy thing at the bottomish and it's sooo FUCKING UGLY! o well.

One Week 'till freedom!

I hate how everyone knows i have a blog! is NOTHING sacred? but omg the weirdest thing just happened! So i was in te art studio and aja and leia walked in and Aja casually says to me that she wrote "Truthful" things about me on her blog so i went to it and this is what it said. (i spell checked it)

"okay so molli is this gurl who goes to my school she is a troubled one and i hope she gets her shit together so she doesn't end up like one of thoes bums wishing they were something that they're not.\\ so on molli's blog she was talking about me and some other people and talking about all these things and trying to make people feel sry for her. well i read it and was geting a little bit fed up with her crap so i wrote back to her and told her how i feel well now she is all like that was really unsesisary and i feel that you are just trying to start things up or something like that. well dont you think if she was the first person to write something about me and some of my freinds in to first place than wasn't she just trying to start something. but see she dosent think like that. anyway molli i hope you start to see the bigger picture and start acting your age."


Wow! how hypocrytical does that seem? She says that she just told me how she felt and she's giving me her oppinion and i'm just writing how i feel. And if you act your age than shouldn't you not start rumors about people and fwopb?(fwopb is code) and by the way, she says that she tells people stuff to their face but why does she talk about other ppl behind their backs and pretend to be nice to them but be awful behind their backs? and that's the whole point of a blog, to say what you feel, not to be judged by what you say, it's not supposed to be like school, but Aja brings school drama with her werever she goes. And i don't want to stir things up at all, and it's fine with me i guess if she keeps writing shit cause if that's how she feels then that is nothing to get too upset about but if i continue to write about what she does, which is doing the same thing she is, which is saying how we both feel, but she CAN'T get mad or pissed or whatever for me saying how i feel. Because we r just doing the exact same thing! goddamn i miss rebecca

Friday, May 27, 2005

Bent Back, Curved Spine

Okay so do u see what i have to deal with? i probably bring it upon myself but whatever. I bet she's just pissed cuz i don't write wonderful things about her, i really don't want to start anything but it's like she wants me to retaliate just so she can make a public ass out of me. I kinda thought aja and i were on good terms recently but i guess you never can tell with her i suppose. And by the way, if any of you feel sorry for me, stop now becasue aja will get mad at u. Thats really not my intention, i don't want u to feel sry for me i just want somebody to listen because belive it or not, thats what life feels like to me. o well. If u don't like it then don't read it because i'll write mean things about u. no not really. I'd be too scared.

1st installment of the fourth year trip series. Volume I. Pink Juice.

so this is the fourth year trip.

6:30 AM: Half asleep, get on bus, collapse into seat next to georgia. Rebecca comes onto bus late, sam switches busess so Rebecca can sit with us. Georgia is mildly subdued by this.
6:35 AM: Silently curse myself for being on a bus with Nate M. Turn on iPod and try to drown out his nasel voice.
6:36 AM: Silently that god that i am not on the same bus with David.
7:00 AM: The bus has coupled off, Ben and Grace in the way back, and Maxine and Joe in the seat in front of them, and Rebecca and Nate occasionally switch seats with Dylan and Sam R. who are sitting in the back, not to make out because i don't think either one of them is bi, but to chill and listen to crap english rap, sam and dylan not rebecca and nate, but i think Joe and Maxine are doing something because i don't see either one's head, and Rebecca and Nate CANNOT stop staring.
8:40 AM: I ask Georgia what tea bagging is. she tells me thus embarking on a short conversation on sexual terminology.
8:50 AM: Joe and Maxine still have not come up for air. I think they may have choked to death on eachother.
9:00 AM: Now all the boys who are not otherwise engaged start flirting with Rebecca and Georgia like thier dicks are about to drop off if they don't flirt with a girl in the next two seconds. R&G are very much aware, and they giggle and lean over to me and call themselves sluts then lean back and continiue. I don't think that they are sluts but didn't that used to be a bad thing?
10:30 AM: Dylan spots a Christmas Tree Farm and everyone looks with mild interest as hills full of narrow rows of Christmas Trees fly by. I watch the trees stand in the neat little rows and think that they look a little like prisoners waiting for execution. Or maybe fourth years waiting for a ropes course.
11:00 AM: We stop at a rest stop in the boonies. The bathroom smells like sour piss and everything is cheap. I get bored so i buy this essential love oil to play with on the bus. I dare nate to eat the glopey pink crap. he does and alas, gets a stomach ache.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Small, dirity and worthless, you can't help who you love.

okay so i hate middle school. Like i have never hated anything the vehmenetly, and those who know me know that i hate a lot of things and that hating something more then anything else i s quite big for me.
the dance sucked so bad for me. SO BAD! i left early on the last dance, crying. God, i did not want to be remembered this way! and when sam came in i just couldn't dance. Like i physiclly couldn't! i was to afraid he'd say something mean/ he called me the ugly girl in the horse shirt. um, over the line, you buttfuck. i hate him i hate him. and it's like i can't say how much i hate him because he and georgia are something and it's not her fault because he's great to her and everyone else but this is not going to be one of those pages were i blame everything on someone else becasue i only have my self to blame for being who i am. and people juge me on who i used to be not who i am now and i work so hard on all the stuff that i need to improve on but nothing i do will change the way people look at me. then who the fuck am i doing all this for? me i suppose. but i want to like who i am but i don';t and i can't and i am so dameged, dameged goods, talk to the cashier, maybe you can get a fucking discount. Later

Small, dirity and worthless, you can't help who you love.

okay so i hate middle school. Like i have never hated anything the vehmenetly, and those who know me know that i hate a lot of things and that hating something more then anything else i s quite big for me.
the dance sucked so bad for me. SO BAD! i left early on the last dance, crying. God, i did not want to be remembered this way! and when sam came in i just couldn't dance. Like i physiclly couldn't! i was to afraid he'd say something mean/ he called me the ugly girl in the horse shirt. um, over the line, you buttfuck. i hate him i hate him. and it's like i can't say how much i hate him because he and georgia are something and it's not her fault because he's great to her and everyone else but this is not going to be one of those pages were i blame everything on someone else becasue i only have my self to blame for being who i am. and people juge me on who i used to be not who i am now and i work so hard on all the stuff that i need to improve on but nothing i do will change the way people look at me. then who the fuck am i doing all this for? me i suppose. but i want to like who i am but i don';t and i can't and i am so dameged, dameged goods, talk to the cashier, maybe you can get a fucking discount. Later

Monday, April 18, 2005

My headache is gone now...

OMG so today has been a very interesting day. Aja was screwing around and she pushed my and i (having no balance whatsoever) fell into the grass wearing a tank top and now my back is all scratched up and i look like i have bacne. it's gross. not that people who have bacne are gross. lots of people have bacne! and they aren't gross. just the bacne itself. we got our explorotiums back and i didn't get into the one i want because Leon was talking about how she didn't feel safe with me going on a trip because i disobeyed and bs like that. All because i ate a freaking cookie on the advisee outing because i ate a cookie in a place i wasn't supposed to. ahh. life